to those ppl tt noe i m nt in gd mood.. i m alryte nw! i m happy! no longer sad or bad mood.. gd ryte? lol
firstly.. tis wk is sch holidae.. wan studi de.. bud end up playin arcade alwas.. and spent al my money in arcade.. failure sia! haha.. sum how addicted to dtx and ddr.. LOL!!
secondly, i wanna thks weng cheong.. kos on wed.. him, jo and mi is playin bball de.. perhaps too long didnt play, we played awhile then tired alrd.. tired of the sun! haha.. too hot sia! =XX den dunno why suddenly sae play dota.. LOL den went to dhoby ghout play lo.. den weng treat mi.. he treat mi lunch, dinner and de lan! GD RYTE!!! thks weng! =) u wait! i wil bless u sum dae!
fri.. hmm was a dnt dae.. mornin went to sch do dnt lo.. den aft sch i go library to dnt.. folio.. tired le.. do and do! lol.. den aft tt josephine came to mit mi.. she so poor ting.. her braces make her v hard to eat.. =( den ltr jiajia tag along too.. haha.. aft eatin den i go church for overnight prayer mittin.. was tired though.. bud i wanna go.. wanna God do miracle in mi.. so i went.. is gd man! de first part.. woo! i can feel God alrd! de last part was even better! Pst Zhuang laid hands on mi! he was talkin bout Jesus bein our first love and de joy when we first entered into His kingdom.. indeed i had lost de first love.. i had lost de joy.. is a wonderful experience.. physically Pst Zhuang lay hands on mi bud i can feel is not Pst Zhuang bud is GOD HIMSELF layin hands on mi.. one ting Pst Zhuang do.. he blew mi lightly on de face and i fall.. at tt moment.. i feel tt is GOD'S BREATH! IS GD MAN! i begin to renew my luv for God and bcome happy again!!! =D
sat.. went to cg.. de msg was bout last sun sermon.. i didnt go last sun so was kinda in a blur blur mood.. talk abt toxic behaviour.. i reali learnt sumting.. i realise tt i m emotionally unavailable.. reali! and oso anger as recently keep quarrellin w mum so tends to flare up easily.. is great! i cried again! haha.. nw i feel so happy.. de joy of de Lord is restorin back in my life! i thks God! =D and i realise one ting.. theres a inner vow within mi..
magnificent is u oh God! u wil neva leave mi.. Jehovah God
be with you forever